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They say it's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all, but I think we both would've been better off tto have never put ourselves through the inevitable pain and heartbreak.
I've been thinking about Haieleigh a lot lately. If you're related to me or went to high school with me I'm sure you remember the epic fights and cycles of repeatedly breaking up and getting back together. We weren't the most stable couple but we fit together and we worked. I fucked that up just like I did everything else. I know she's better iff without me, which is why I don't even bother trying to find her again. Her life is probably a lot better now. No need for me to ruin it by dragging her past up. I think there will always be some part of me that will always love her but I think I'm finally at a point where I can start trying to let go.
Fucking early morning epiphanies. What the fuck. I need some fucking coffee.
I've been thinking about Haieleigh a lot lately. If you're related to me or went to high school with me I'm sure you remember the epic fights and cycles of repeatedly breaking up and getting back together. We weren't the most stable couple but we fit together and we worked. I fucked that up just like I did everything else. I know she's better iff without me, which is why I don't even bother trying to find her again. Her life is probably a lot better now. No need for me to ruin it by dragging her past up. I think there will always be some part of me that will always love her but I think I'm finally at a point where I can start trying to let go.
Fucking early morning epiphanies. What the fuck. I need some fucking coffee.
